She felt she was being judged. She didn’t want to look at the woman across from her. Would her judge think her a fraud, or worse, incompetent and weak?
“What is a good day for you?” the disembodied voice across the desk asked.
How to answer that? Think, think, but the thoughts came too slowly. Silence filled the room. She felt so weary. A psychiatrist’s couch would have been welcome at this point.
Then, “A good day is when I don’t have to rest in the car for an hour before taking my groceries inside.”

As she left the office, she could feel the doctor’s eyes boring into her back. She wondered what her gait and posture said about her, but she no longer cared.
I was moved by this piece.
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Thank you, Liz.
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You’re welcome, Tracy.
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❤
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Tracy, I feel this. ❤️
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Thanks you.
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You are welcome.
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Punam, I just published another poem and it disappeared off the face of the earth! WTH?
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I can’t see it in my reader!
WP works in mysterious ways!!
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I’ll go have a cup of tea and see if it turns up later. I’ll never remember it. It wasn’t that bad either. Bum.
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Are you telling me you don’t even have a draft of it??
Now I need a cup of tea for sure.
Make it appear, Tracy, please…
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I don’t have a draft of it either. I hit publish and it winked out. I’ve found it but it is not where it is supposed to be. I’m not sure how to retrieve it. Hopefully it will show up on my site.
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Thank god for that!
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It seems it had a 15 Feb publish date. Fortunately two people liked it otherwise I would never have found it!
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Hehe! I have done that once. 😉
Are you going to republish it or should I go to 15 Feb. 😀
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I republished, Punam. 🙃
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Succinctly written and I can relate to this.
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Thank you, Vicki. It’s not unusual and even more common now due to long covid.
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You have created such tension in the beginning … unfortunately, I can relate all too well, swimming through muddy thoughts. And the twist – so well done.
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Thank you, Ju-Lyn. Much appreciated.
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so sad… and i’m sure this is a reality for so many people
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I suspect so, Worms.
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So very much expressed in such a few well-chosen words.
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Thanks, Margaret.
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So poignant! And I’m sure you’re describing reality for many people.
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Thank you, Ann. Afraid so.
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Awwww, I can almost feel what she felt when I read your words, Tracy 😢
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Thank you, Lisa.
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